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from a friend of a friend:

Okay, here is the last thing for today.  After that happened at the restaurant the other night, I woke up to an email in my inbox.  friend's mom has a friend who often gets "messages" from God.  She has written some amazing things.  Like specific things that no one would know.  I don't know if this makes sense, but just trust me.  Anyway, she sent me this email and I want to share it with you.  I hope it blesses me as much as it does you.  I have read it several times over and feel that it is an overwhelming message of LOVE!! 

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 I was awakened tonight and this is what God has poured out of me.
I wanted to share with you for your review with God. I typed the entire thing with my eyes closed and the Holy Spirit moving...feel free to share with whomever God places on your heart.
many blessings
 
June 16, 2011 : 11:39pm
“come to the well all who are thirsty for I am here for you. I am here for you to drink the living water and not die, and not perish in the desert. Drink of me and live.
Drink of me and live.
How long will it be and where is it going to be? Who knows but Me?
I do know. I know the height and the depth and the reason it all shall be done.
Why do you worry so? This is heavy upon my heart. For if I would not have loved you, I would not have told you so. It is with all my love I surround you, and make you whole.
Today and yesterday and tomorrow- I am. So why shall you be discouraged?
There is not time that it makes a difference to me, but only love.
Love is crucial and love is the key to the answers you seek.
My love is sufficient for them all. Those who oppress you, those who demand from you, those who hurt you. Give them to me and I will hold them for you and fill you back up with the love of the Father in Heaven who sees you, who knows you, who created you. I will because I am.
This day turn away from projection and speculation. Turn away from planning and trying to see me and BE with ME. I am here waiting on you.
YOU are the reason I am not working faster, harder in your life. I have always been ready to give you, but only you can receive what is being given to you. Open up your heart, your mind, your spirit and soul. I made you to praise me. I loved you for praising me.Receive now!
I hear you when you praise me. I come to you, when you praise me.
You have nothing I need. For everything that was, I created. I created it all. I did this all , for you. Why will you allow those who have eyes, to be blinded by their own knowledge?
But first you cannot give, what you have not totally received. Rip the veil off.
Come into my presence. I yearn for you, my love my creation. I am a desolate God. I search to and fro looking and my eyes see not what I desire.
I need the earth, its people, the animals and trees to cry out, Jehovah, Yaswhewah, Most High GOD of Israel!! But my ears hear nothing and my heart is flattened. I wish to destroy the abomination of what has turned against me, yet those who do cry out, prevent me from doing that. It is s world in chaos.
I am the opposite of chaos. I am perfect peace. It is not natural what I am and what I am to you, but soon, I will receive the reverence I am seeking from my people. Those who cry out, I listen to them. I hear you on the top of the hill. Keep singing my name and I will listen. I will spare those who diligently seek me. For there are few who have stayed true to me, and these are the remnant few from which I will restore my church for my name sake. My son sits here, beside me. I will not allow the dishonor to continue for which he was purposed.
Bow before me. Honor me. Seek me and I will go with you. When turmoil strikes all those around you, you, chosen ones will not be harmed. Just as I gave plagues an pestilence to the Eygyptians who harmed my people and desecrated my name, so will I allow for those who   have turned on my name and my goodness. As Nebuchadnezzar wandered in the fields eating grass like a cow, so shall heads of state when My wrath is poured out. Now is the birthing pains of the earth I created, groaning, for the pains are coming closer. Fear not if you are in my will, my heart. For no pain nor attack shall beseech you.
This is my time to tell you to look toward the heavens and I will speak to you. Many things will happen and you will be responsible for maintaining order in my House. My resurrected church is being prepared and you are its gatekeepers. You will not stay still in my will, for I need to move you in order that all may hear and receive. Time is drawing nigh to the times of great tragedy. Fear not those I love and who love me and keep my commandments. Move forward in me. Go when I say go, and stay when I say stay. Open yourselves to blessings by being obedient to me, for this very day it begins and so shall I with what I am blessing you with.
Selah.

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-learning more about HS

-seeking to experience HS power

-praying to be like Daniel - interpreter

-witnessing power of HS - physical healings

-starting dship

-witnessing at home

-depending on God

-fundraising $25,000 - $2,000

-baby kitties

-gma

-side job - counseling girls

-townlake - 7 miles/day

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soaking

intimacy

treasure hunting

cleansing

recognizing lack of self worth

hidden struggles

CRM

25k :/

joy and peace (Isaiah 55:12)

revival

missions

battling spiritual warfare

surrendering everything to God

single? ugh.

townlake - 7 miles/day

new communities

reconnecting with old communities

family

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CRM INTERN!

i'm excited :D

• Christ centered
  • Jesus is the head of the church and we unite to exalt Him, seek Him and make Him known. (Eph 1:22-23)
• Relationship driven
  • The depth of our relationships must match the breadth of our goal. (John 17:20-22)
  • We grow beyond merely accommodating one another toward valuing (and therefore needing) one another. We consider each other better than ourselves and look to other’s interests above our own. (Philippians 2:3-4)
• Transformation focused
  • The goal of our partnership, prayer, and fellowship together is to see God’s glory spread throughout a campus and beyond. (Acts 1:7-8)
• Presence propelled
  • Prayer is how we commune with God; God brings unity through His one voice to us as we pray together (Acts 4:31-32). From this interaction God directly intervenes to transform us and our campuses. The battle for every step of transformation must first be won in the spiritual realm before we will see victory in the physical realm. (2 Cor 10:3-4; Eph 6:12)
• Purity prescribed
  • We practice Biblical integrity with regard to character, relationship and lifestyle choices. This requires repentance, humility and holiness in each of our lives (I Peter 5:5-6). God focused personal purity enables us to best see God and be directed by Him. (Gal 5:16-17; Acts 19:18-20; James 5:16-18)
• Mission directed
  • Mission will always flow out of Christ-centered prayer and transformation-focused relationships. Jesus the King will call us to informed action together through the leadership and direction of the Holy Spirit. (Acts 2:44-47; 4:31-32)

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mom,

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.    2 Corinthians 4:16-18

-me

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i don't know what this means. i pray that Jesus will take deep root in his heart.

Maybe until the true R-rated verion of your parents life story is told from them as a person to you as another human will I gain an understanding. Until that knowledge is in my head.. I didn't ask for them, I will always question, and rebellion will always be a temptation. Family love has always been a work in progress, but hasyet to decline. -Aaron Harsh

dear mommy,

Jesus loves you. He's your savior! if you call upon His mighty name, He will save you. you are beautiful in His eyes. why don't you let Him redeem you? He wants to make you whole again! did you know that? contrary to what you think, there is hope. that hope is found in Jesus Christ. i encourage you to meditate on it day and night until He completely overwhelms you. i'm praying for you.

love,

me

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more time -> having one-on-ones again -> reconnecting with sisters -> being sharpened and sharpening others

:)

As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another.

Proverbs 27:17

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why am i the spiritual leader of the household? :/

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buried in Christ now walking in new life!

was baptized and got to baptize today :)

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I speak the truth in Christ—I am not lying, my conscience confirms it through the Holy Spirit— I have great sorrow and unceasing anguish in my heart. For I could wish that I myself were cursed and cut off from Christ for the sake of my people, those of my own race.

Romans 9:1-3

 

my burden for my family is not this great...yet. God is changing me. today i see my family from His perspective more than i did yesterday :)